Jerry Sandusky points to a well-orchestrated effort by accusers, the media, investigators, Penn State and attorneys for his fate in an audiotape released Monday afternoon, the day before hes scheduled to find out how many years hell spend behind bars.
In an audiotape obtained by student radio station Penn State ComRadio, Sandusky talks about the trial and the victims, his wife and The Second Mile.
We will fight for another chance. We have given many second chances, and now well ask for one, he says, in the statement, which lasts close to 4 minutes.
Sandusky was in Centre County prison Monday. He is scheduled to be sentenced on 45 counts of child sexual abuse in court today. His attorneys Joe Amendola and Karl Rominger confirmed that the statement is Sanduskys, but Amendola said they dont know how ComRadio got it.
Here is the full statement.
Im responding to the worst loss of my life. First, I looked at myself. Over and over, I asked why? Why didnt we have a fair opportunity to prepare for trial? Why have so many people suffered as a result of false allegations? Whats the purpose?
Maybe it will help others, some vulnerable children who could be abused might not be as a result of all the publicity. That would be nice, but Im not sure about it.
I would cherish the opportunity to become a candle for others, as they have been a light for me. They could take away my life, they could make me out as a monster, they could treat me as a monster, but they cant take away my heart. In my heart, I know I did not do these alleged disgusting acts.
My wife has been my only sex partner, and that was after marriage. Our love continues. A young man who was dramatic, a veteran accuser, and always sought attention, started everything. He was joined by a well-orchestrated effort of the media, investigators, the system, Penn State, psychologists, civil attorneys and other accusers. They won.
Ive wondered what they really won: attention, financial gain, prestige, will all be temporary. Before you blame me, as others have, look at everything and everybody. Look at the preparation for the trial and the trial. Compare it to others. Think about what happened. Why and who made it happen? Evaluate the accusers and their families. Realize they didnt come out of isolation. The accusers were products of many more people and experiences than me. Look at their confidants and their honesty. Think about how easy it was for them to turn on me given the information, attention and potential perks.
I never labeled or put down them or their families. I tried and I cared, then asked for the same. Please realize all came to The Second Mile because of issues. Some of those may remain. We will continue to fight. We didnt lose the proven facts, evidence, accurate locations and times. Anything can be said. We lost to speculation and stories that were influenced by people who wanted to convict me. We must fight unfairness and consistency and dishonesty.
People need to be portrayed for who they really are. Weve not been complainers. When we couldnt have kids, we adopted. When we didnt have time to prepare for a trial, we still gave it our best. We will fight for another chance. We have given many second chances, and now well ask for one. It will take more than our effort. Justice will have to be more than just a word, fairness be more than just a dream. It will take others. Somebody apolitical with the courage to listen, to think about the unfairness, to have the guts to stand up and take the road less traveled. I ask for the strength to handle everything and the willingness to surrender only to God, regardless of the outcome.